A house of empty or half-empty rooms
with vertical windows and curtains that rise
or fall by breezes too mild to feel ~~
an undisturbed house where the time is always
late afternoon and the village bell
and evening gloom
are always a little way off, suspended
as though by a spell ~~ and the light that falls
in patterns across the floor and walls
has come from a day that is never ended.
And once in a while I visit you there,
where always I see you first from across
the extent of a spare and spacious room ~~
wearing, as always, an ivory dress
and standing where mellowing rays of sun
envelope your hair
and soften your face into shade and light ~~
and, as you approach, I am made aware
of a reminiscence upon the air,
a tincture of dew and of violet.
And kissing me faintly upon the cheek,
you disappear for a time and return
with a single pear and a book of verse
and, sitting an hour beside me, you turn
the pages... and we never converse
although, as you like,
I read from the stanzas that you select
as, all the while, you sit there gazing
across the harbor where swallows touch wings
to other swallows the waters reflect.
And later that afternoon, as we sit
with wine and crescents of orange beside
the window, involved in a game of chess,
not a thought is spoken between us ~~ we trade
maneuvers across the board with glances
of fencing wit
until, as I bring my forces to bear
on your castle wall, my King and his Knights
succumb to your Queen ~~ you have me to rights,
and I am left sitting in mock despair.
And though the long afternoon might seem
a sole and changeless hour, the light
that saturates all the room grows soft
and richly golden, compounding our plight
with sudden remembrance... while rays that sift
in muted streams
through the lift and fall of unloosened lace,
transfigure and veil what I see of you,
revealing all shades in a single hue,
and all by a single look on your face.
And still there is nothing that we would name,
for whether the afternoon will decline
at length into evening or, as a piece
of eternity, forever begin
the moment I see you moving across
a sunlit room ~~
and whether our day will endure or die,
there is nothing that we would speak of here ~~
above the harbor there dimly appear
two disparate stars in a darkening sky.
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